Emily. 20. Ireland. Vegetarian.
Jimi Hendrix. Lou Reed. Bruce Springsteen. Bob Dylan. AC/DC. T-Rex. Joy Division. The Cure. The Runaways, Lolita. 1984. Bully. The Catcher in the Rye. The Rules of Attraction. The Beach. The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Looking for Alaska. Veronika Decides to Die.


May 24th
9:29 AM

Interview with Richard Ramirez
Interviewer: When did you actively start to bring the devil into your life, worship-wise?
Richard: It was about 1980, and I was hustling on the streets. I landed in jail for a month or two for petty theft. I met up with this guy who was a Satan worshiper. For those two months I was with him, then I get out of jail, but my mind didn’t. I remembered everything he said, which basically was, “Why worship the good guy, when the things you do aren’t so good?” Somehow it just made sense to me, to worship something that would protect you in what you were doing.
Interviewer: How did your worship take form?
Richard: It developed slowly. I started reading the books, and then I started meeting people who were into the same thing. Satanists need to have more faith than Christians, because Christ was seen and felt. Lucifer has never felt the need to be seen, but in everyone’s soul he can be felt. A lot of these little cults practice Satanism nowadays, but not in a violent form. They’re only looking for ways to play out wickedness.
Interviewer: Ever tried your hand at a Black Mass?
Richard: Only one, but kept my distance. I was not part of that group. It was at a cemetery and it was at night. I really couldn’t tell what we were doing. A friend and me were watching from a distance. I never trusted people anyway. Especially them.

Interview with Richard Ramirez

Interviewer: When did you actively start to bring the devil into your life, worship-wise?

Richard: It was about 1980, and I was hustling on the streets. I landed in jail for a month or two for petty theft. I met up with this guy who was a Satan worshiper. For those two months I was with him, then I get out of jail, but my mind didn’t. I remembered everything he said, which basically was, “Why worship the good guy, when the things you do aren’t so good?” Somehow it just made sense to me, to worship something that would protect you in what you were doing.

Interviewer: How did your worship take form?

Richard: It developed slowly. I started reading the books, and then I started meeting people who were into the same thing. Satanists need to have more faith than Christians, because Christ was seen and felt. Lucifer has never felt the need to be seen, but in everyone’s soul he can be felt. A lot of these little cults practice Satanism nowadays, but not in a violent form. They’re only looking for ways to play out wickedness.

Interviewer: Ever tried your hand at a Black Mass?

Richard: Only one, but kept my distance. I was not part of that group. It was at a cemetery and it was at night. I really couldn’t tell what we were doing. A friend and me were watching from a distance. I never trusted people anyway. Especially them.

May 23rd
9:31 PM
11:30 AM
Ricky Kasso was from Northport Long Island. In 1984  police of Northport received a anonymous phone call from a girl who overheard other girls talking about a body in a shallow grave in a small piece of woods called the Aztakea Woods. On the 4th of July police found the body of Gary Lauwers, over 2 weeks decomposed. The teen had been stabbed at least 32 times, 22 in the face. It’s alleged that Kasso also gouged out Lauwers eyes in the process. The total could have been higher but  decomposition made it hard to tell. On July 5 Ricky Kasso, James Troiano, and Albert Quinones were arrested. Both Kasso and Troiano were high school dropouts and known drug abusers who lived in the streets in cars, garages, or at other friends houses. Troiano had a record of burglary arrests, but Kasso had more unusual charges. His most recent arrest was a charge of grave robbing, where he dug up a 19th-century grave where he took a skull and hand that he said would be used for a satanic ritual. After he was arrested for grave robbing, Kasso contracted pneumonia. While in the hospital Kasso’s parents tried to have him involuntarily committed but he was diagnosed as having antisocial behavior, not violent or psychotic behavior. Also months before the murder, Kasso went to the Amityville Horror house and celebrated  Walpurgisnacht, which is a celebration on May 1 for the coming of spring and 6 months before All Hallows Eve for sorcerers and witches. Soon after they were taken into custody, they both confessed to the murder and Quinones was given immunity for his testimony. Kasso was also linked to a local satanic group known as the Knights of the Black Circle, which were known for animal sacrifices. On July 7, Kasso hung himself in his jail cell. When Troiano went on trial for second degree murder at the beginning of the next year, the case had been revised. The Knights of the Black Circle had nothing to do with this murder. There had been only one witness to the murder besides Troiano and Albert Quinones. Satanism was dropped from the murder testimony but heavy metal music was blamed big time as pictures of Kasso being arrested in the news papers and tv reports showed him sporting an AC/DC t- shirt. 
The act that triggered the murder was Lauwers stealing ten bags of Angel Dust right out of Kasso’s denim jacket pocket. Kasso spent two months complaining about the rip-off. Lauwers returned Kasso’s 5 bags of Angel Dust immediately and said he would pay him $50 for the other 5 bags but failed to do so. This resulted in about 4 beatings of Lauwers. Then on June 16 Kasso decided to teach Lauwers a lesson. He lured Lauwers into the Aztakea woods by telling him they would get high, he would forgive him, and they would become friends. But when  Lauwers was in the woods with Kasso, Quinones, and Troiano tripping on LSD, they tried to start a fire. All the kindling wood was wet so they couldn’t get it started, so Lauwers took off  his socks and tore off the sleeves from his denim jacket and used them to start the fire. Kasso started harassing him saying they should use some of his hair for the fire and the two started to scuffle. Kasso bit Lauwers on the neck and stabbed him in the chest. Kasso stabbed him over and over again in the face and, as Lauwers tried to flee the woods, Troiano and Quinones chased him down and brought him back to Kasso. They also admitted to holding Lauwers down and eventually Kasso gouged out his eyeballs screaming “Say you love Satan.” Lauwers screamed “No! I love my mother!” Kasso eventually left Lauwers’ body in the woods covered with leaves. As the group were leaving, it was reported the Lauwers sat up and said “I love my Mother” over and over. Kasso went back and stabbed him until he was sure that Lauwers was dead then proceeded to shove stones in his throat. In the aftermath of this murder, Kasso bragged to all the teens around this town about the murder of Lauwers and said it was a human sacrifice  because Satan told him to do it. There were instances that Kasso took other teens to see the body because they did not believe it.  He also confessed Satan had shown himself to him as a crow and that the crow cawed at him and that was Satan saying this murder was a good thing. At the trial of Jimmy Troiano, Troiano maintained he was only a witness and didn’t participate in the murder. The jury found him not guilty of 2nd degree murder because of Albert Quinones state of mind during the murder, being that all 4 were tripping on LSD. It is also known that Troiano confessed, along with Kasso, but later recanted because Kasso had hung himself in his jail cell. At the urging of his council, immunity was granted to Quinones for his testimony against Troiano.

Ricky Kasso was from Northport Long Island. In 1984  police of Northport received a anonymous phone call from a girl who overheard other girls talking about a body in a shallow grave in a small piece of woods called the Aztakea Woods. On the 4th of July police found the body of Gary Lauwers, over 2 weeks decomposed. The teen had been stabbed at least 32 times, 22 in the face. It’s alleged that Kasso also gouged out Lauwers eyes in the process. The total could have been higher but  decomposition made it hard to tell. On July 5 Ricky Kasso, James Troiano, and Albert Quinones were arrested. Both Kasso and Troiano were high school dropouts and known drug abusers who lived in the streets in cars, garages, or at other friends houses. Troiano had a record of burglary arrests, but Kasso had more unusual charges. His most recent arrest was a charge of grave robbing, where he dug up a 19th-century grave where he took a skull and hand that he said would be used for a satanic ritual. After he was arrested for grave robbing, Kasso contracted pneumonia. While in the hospital Kasso’s parents tried to have him involuntarily committed but he was diagnosed as having antisocial behavior, not violent or psychotic behavior. Also months before the murder, Kasso went to the Amityville Horror house and celebrated  Walpurgisnacht, which is a celebration on May 1 for the coming of spring and 6 months before All Hallows Eve for sorcerers and witches. Soon after they were taken into custody, they both confessed to the murder and Quinones was given immunity for his testimony. Kasso was also linked to a local satanic group known as the Knights of the Black Circle, which were known for animal sacrifices. On July 7, Kasso hung himself in his jail cell. When Troiano went on trial for second degree murder at the beginning of the next year, the case had been revised. The Knights of the Black Circle had nothing to do with this murder. There had been only one witness to the murder besides Troiano and Albert Quinones. Satanism was dropped from the murder testimony but heavy metal music was blamed big time as pictures of Kasso being arrested in the news papers and tv reports showed him sporting an AC/DC t- shirt.

The act that triggered the murder was Lauwers stealing ten bags of Angel Dust right out of Kasso’s denim jacket pocket. Kasso spent two months complaining about the rip-off. Lauwers returned Kasso’s 5 bags of Angel Dust immediately and said he would pay him $50 for the other 5 bags but failed to do so. This resulted in about 4 beatings of Lauwers. Then on June 16 Kasso decided to teach Lauwers a lesson. He lured Lauwers into the Aztakea woods by telling him they would get high, he would forgive him, and they would become friends. But when  Lauwers was in the woods with Kasso, Quinones, and Troiano tripping on LSD, they tried to start a fire. All the kindling wood was wet so they couldn’t get it started, so Lauwers took off  his socks and tore off the sleeves from his denim jacket and used them to start the fire. Kasso started harassing him saying they should use some of his hair for the fire and the two started to scuffle. Kasso bit Lauwers on the neck and stabbed him in the chest. Kasso stabbed him over and over again in the face and, as Lauwers tried to flee the woods, Troiano and Quinones chased him down and brought him back to Kasso. They also admitted to holding Lauwers down and eventually Kasso gouged out his eyeballs screaming “Say you love Satan.” Lauwers screamed “No! I love my mother!” Kasso eventually left Lauwers’ body in the woods covered with leaves. As the group were leaving, it was reported the Lauwers sat up and said “I love my Mother” over and over. Kasso went back and stabbed him until he was sure that Lauwers was dead then proceeded to shove stones in his throat. In the aftermath of this murder, Kasso bragged to all the teens around this town about the murder of Lauwers and said it was a human sacrifice  because Satan told him to do it. There were instances that Kasso took other teens to see the body because they did not believe it.  He also confessed Satan had shown himself to him as a crow and that the crow cawed at him and that was Satan saying this murder was a good thing. At the trial of Jimmy Troiano, Troiano maintained he was only a witness and didn’t participate in the murder. The jury found him not guilty of 2nd degree murder because of Albert Quinones state of mind during the murder, being that all 4 were tripping on LSD. It is also known that Troiano confessed, along with Kasso, but later recanted because Kasso had hung himself in his jail cell. At the urging of his council, immunity was granted to Quinones for his testimony against Troiano.

11:00 AM
May 21st
1:52 PM

The seven deadly sins of the Christian Church are: greed, pride, envy, anger, gluttony, lust, and sloth. Satanism advocates indulging in each of these “sins” as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification. A Satanist knows there is nothing wrong with being greedy, as it only means that he wants more than he already has. Envy means to look with favour upon the possessions of others, and to be desirous of obtaining similar things for oneself. Envy and greed are the motivating forces of ambition - and without ambition, very little of any importance would be accomplished. Gluttony is simply eating more than you need to keep yourself alive. When you have overeaten to the point of obesity, another sin - pride - will motivate you to regain an appearance that will renew your self-respect. Anyone who buys an article of clothing for a purpose other than covering his body and protecting it from the elements is guilty of pride. It must be pointed out to these destroyers of labels that one or many articles they themselves are westing are not necessary to keep them warm. There is not a person on this earth who is completely devoid if ornamentation. The Satanist points out that any ornamentation of the scoffer’s body shows that he, too, is guilty of pride. Regardless of how verbose the cynic may be in his intellectual description of how free he is, he is still wearing the elements of pride. Being reluctant to get up in the morning is to be guilty of sloth, and if you lie in bed long enough you may find yourself committing yet another son - lust. To have the faintest stirring of sexual desire is to be guilty of lust. In order to unsure the propagation of humanity, nature made lust the second most powerful instinct, the first being self-preservation. Realising this, the Christian Church made fornication the “Original Sin.” In this way they made sure nobody would escape sin. Your very state of being is as a result of sin - the Original sin! The strongest instinct in every living thing is self-preservation, which brings us to the last of the seven deadly sins - anger. Is it not our instinct for self-preservation that is aroused when someone harms us, when we become angry enough to protect ourselves from further attack? A Satanist practises the motto, “If a man smite thee on one cheek, smash him on the other!” Let no wrong go undressed. Be as a lion in the path - be dangerous even in defeat!

May 20th
2:21 PM
"When an animal is sick or injured he will fight for his life with every ounce of strength he has left. It is this unshakeable will to live that, if man were not so “highly evolved,” would also give him the fighting spirit he needs to stay alive."
—  Anton LaVey, The Satanic Bible.
May 19th
4:01 PM
May 15th
8:26 PM
7:28 AM
"Life is the one great indulgence; death, the one great abstinence. To a person who is satisfied with his earthly existence, life is like a party; and no one likes to leave a good party. By the same token, if a person is enjoying himself here on earth he will not so readily give up his life for the promise of an afterlife about which he knows nothing."
—  Anton LaVey, The Satanic Bible.
May 11th
2:36 PM
"Man is aware that he will die, someday. Other animals, when nearing death, know they are about to die; but it is not until death is certain that the animal senses his coming departure from this world. And even then he does not know exactly what is entailed in dying. It is often pointed out that animals accept death gracefully, without fear or resistance. This is a beautiful concept, but one that only holds true in cases where death for the animal is unavoidable."
—  Anton LaVey, The Satanic Bible.
11:36 AM
May 9th
2:14 PM
The symbol of Baphomet was used by the Knights Templar to represent Satan. Through the ages this symbol has been called by many different names. Among these are: The Goat of Mendes, The Goat of a Thousand Young, The Black Goat, The Judas Goat, and perhaps most appropriately, The Scape-goat. Baphomet represents the Powers of Darkness combined with the generative fertility of the goat. In it’s “pure” form the pentagram is shown encompassing the figure of a man in the five points of the star - three points up, two pointing down - symbolising man’s spiritual nature. In Satanism the pentagram is also used, but since Satanism represents the carnal instincts of man, or the opposite of the spiritual nature, the pentagram is inverted to perfectly accommodate the head of the goat - it’s horns, representing duality, thrust upwards in defiance; the other three points inverted, or the trinity denied. The Hebraic figures around the outer circle of the symbol which stem from the magical teachings of the Kabala, spell out “Leviathan,” the serpent of the watery abyss, and identified with Satan. These figures correspond to the five points of the inverted star.

The symbol of Baphomet was used by the Knights Templar to represent Satan. Through the ages this symbol has been called by many different names. Among these are: The Goat of Mendes, The Goat of a Thousand Young, The Black Goat, The Judas Goat, and perhaps most appropriately, The Scape-goat. Baphomet represents the Powers of Darkness combined with the generative fertility of the goat. In it’s “pure” form the pentagram is shown encompassing the figure of a man in the five points of the star - three points up, two pointing down - symbolising man’s spiritual nature. In Satanism the pentagram is also used, but since Satanism represents the carnal instincts of man, or the opposite of the spiritual nature, the pentagram is inverted to perfectly accommodate the head of the goat - it’s horns, representing duality, thrust upwards in defiance; the other three points inverted, or the trinity denied. The Hebraic figures around the outer circle of the symbol which stem from the magical teachings of the Kabala, spell out “Leviathan,” the serpent of the watery abyss, and identified with Satan. These figures correspond to the five points of the inverted star.

May 8th
7:58 AM
"We are tired of denying ourselves the pleasures of life which we deserve. Today, as always, man needs to enjoy himself here and now, instead of waiting for his rewards in heaven. So, why not have a religion based on indulgence? Certainly it is consistent with the nature of the beast. We are no longer supplicating weaklings trembling before and unmerciful “God” who cares not whether we live or die. We are self-respecting, prideful people - we are Satanists!"
—  Anton LaVey, The Satanic Bible.
May 6th
7:55 PM
Chet Zar - The Devil

Chet Zar - The Devil

3:02 PM